Saturday, June 30, 2012

Dreariest summer in Seattle? Yes, but I'm ok with that.

This lack of summer in summer is pretty terrible.  We've only had a handful of sunny days which is kind of depressing; all the more reason for me to continue my vitamin D supplements.  Despite it being dreary, it has been very drama-free so far.  That I cannot complain about.  Things are pretty stable at the moment and that feels nice.  

Summer quarter has started and I am on my last round of prerequisites for SIOM.  I've gotten all A's so far in Anatomy and Physiology, Biology, and Nutrition.  Hooray!  A&P was by far my favorite class, but it was a struggle to keep afloat while working full time.  Right now I've got my second quarter of A&P and chemistry.  It's weird to have to retake chemistry and biology when I took high level classes in high school.  The classes in high school were definitely way more intense.  I could have gotten college credits for them, but I had a streak of nervous breakdowns towards the end of high school and was incapable of following through with testing.  I've been reflecting a lot on how much better my mental health is now which of course means my relationships with people (esp. family) are much much healthier.  

I also bought one of these:  
It's too expensive to drive my car everywhere.  I work downtown for the moment and parking is a killer.  The bus also gets expensive and stops running before my night class finishes.  Unfortunately the bike keeps stalling whenever it's stopped at a light so it's not ready as a commuter vehicle quite yet :(  My roommate, Maxx, and I are working to get it fixed up.  

Here is a picture of my face approximately 11 months on T.  I don't think I look too different, but the reviews are mixed!  The most dramatic difference is how much happier I am with myself  :)


Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Neglected blog is a great way to avoid studying

It's been ages.  Since the end of March I've been taking double the  credit load, one of those classes being anatomy & physiology. I started a new job.  Goodbye  upscale hippie food store, hello again nonprofit admin world.  I truly miss the camaraderie and health benefits from my old job, but it is nice to have some financial stability, at least until school starts.  This has all been murder on my schedule.  I have almost no social life.  Some days I leave the house at 7 am and don't get home until almost 11pm.

Nothing juicy has really happened.  I stopped trying to date and closed my okc account.   Here's why:
1) There are exceedingly few options for a brown tranny.  It's killer on my self esteem to constantly get rejected or to never be in the realm of others' sexual orientations.
2) My schedule is horrendous
3) Most of the times on a date I think about how I'd rather spend my precious time with my nearest and

That's all kind of a bummer, but in reality I have a good chance of straight A's, I love my living situation, and I'm almost in acupuncture school.